A miricale, a true wonder alltogeter in a word, we live the life at the full potențial.

It is may, quite a month… Not to worm, not to cold just in the balance… But is there light? You bet it is, plenty as we speak loud and clear just like that star in Sky called Sun. I am glad, perhaps… Why not, but not so onto the surface. Yesterday the rain, and the wind was a bliss… Tiny little drops from heavean droping into the wind like a dust into night desert.

Mhm, I need some joy, some happines into my life but the probleme is If I deservet this kind of thing…

Yes, we found love… but not today, not tomorrow but since the beginning of time, an era full of of hope that we are to endure to the ends of al time. Join in, come into the fight, take  a look closer to the war, a never ending war that dwells in your heart, in owes do not stare at the entry… Jost come along.

We are here, free like the time itself, regardless of the scars, we march in like a never-ending tide, we hope, we live and yes we lie… human are human no mather what.

Life, a lack of dead already happening upon you, like you know… you are here, join me and we could be touching the stars high above… don’t think, do what ever you want… maybe you are the last type version of you, the perfect illusion created for you is in. you face just open you eyes… touch you inner self and dream like never before… yes, you are… caught in a big illusion. Kill your master, overcome your puppet status that you are, join the fight, you are a dead man walking, you are falling why not trying to fly in your way to the smash with the have floor… but choose wisely: red pill or blue pill or believe you illusions and face the hash bitter end.

Time itself fly’s away in a rapid succession of events, it like in a big an awesome roller coster… time, master it and you have the needed elements to for fill yous deepist diser yet… the urge to became, to overcome, to just be.

Now it time to merge with time, look where you are, who you are have you who guided your steps and to remember that who keeps you light who made you bright in the sky just like a star that you are… we remember our closest to us, family friends… the faalen ones, the guys next to us or friends… we are, the rest is history.

I want it I have it, hm… just bought a piece of music… a electronic property volatile as life it self, still hm, regardless of that… I enterded to music of apple content and I chose just for fun and to suport the music artist in general, I bought a song almost 1 buck… thery quality at the sound… hm but in general in the past I ve bought many song electronicly speaking, in the ubuntu distribution it was a service that was similiar to apple music, I was having many songs that I was bought them thru paypal and not on ubuntu on google play music also I had music… where is it now, they are closed the music services… hm…

I light a smoke, poor some cola and then just have a wonderful satuday evening, i wish you same thing!

Oh, I love the power of internet but this blog hm, I do not have the money for payment anymore… so? Hm!? What should we do, hm… we postpone the blog project until next time…

We should be fine, I hope so but who knows… maybe  is not going to be a big problem but in case that I will not be blogging anymore, you should know in advance.

I plunged into falling rain with my umbrela open, walking fast thru the empty street… alone with my money on the go. I enterd the store, drinking manes withe bottle in front of them smoking and yelling, chit chating getting drunk and so on… pay for something and get out thru rain, it is thery cold outside like it should be, I enjoy this wether so far…

I was outside in the orchard about noon after I eat some cheese and egs in a omlete and some regular balcanic bread… after that I sprinkeld the stweberrys and the trees from the orchard with some mixture antifuncide made in Spain, why? It is good for the plants, the dose is quite good and thery nontoxic… I was at the pig whereabouts and make them some cosy place, I removed the waste from them, they are growing strong now… thery beautifull creture and inteligent as welll.

I was having a log nap after that, outside is so good and somekind windy, it was a rainy day but was postopne by God, hm that it is… after that I was at the store and have bottle of 2,5 liters of cola, why not hm?

I am not upset I just pist, something is wrong and you know how it is, is out there and allready had bought the cigarette for this trouble… smoking and relxing a little bit with some cola.

I hate when people think about themself that they are smart… especilay nower days.

Forgoten feelings, known but no, not so clumsy to rediscover over and over again… untagible measure of fighting with insomnia and forgeting fings in a cruel amnesia induse by unknown cause but you know how is in this times of wonders, life will prevale…

I will love endessly, my love until the end of time I knowit for sure, still enjoing solitude for I am up to the task endurinf my freedom.

The  night is yet calm, no more dogs barking as usualy mad in the distance, my one dogs in their places are sleeping violently having plasant dreams ad I watching the clear sky full of shining stars high above… here on a lonly plant a quit place in a Sunday night having a great solo time. I make my way to the fridge and stady put a hand to a bottle of cold water as ice much nedeed for me to quench my thirst, got a glass poor some water and open my computer and just type things on my blog…

Many thouths about a you my love, many but still here are not at the beging nor at the end just in front at that we are changed, just berley controling it like we can, we myghty warriors o a day, the bright day ahead… a step closer to the fulffilment alltogeter… hm. If you we are writing a story to be told be other to many of future generations, we still here bold and free like stars in the sky…